Thoughts on you

There is an empty spot in the room. You have just left. I would like to grab all the warmth your body left before the wind blew it away.
I would like to take it from the actual source. I would like to have the love you will have to somebody one day.
I would like to hold you tight and more than that I would like to be held tight under your own desire.
Am I the only one who sees how special you are? Are you special at all?
How much do you care for me?
I have got the answer for all these questions. But yet I cant accept them.
Maybe this is some kind of self control. Who knows if we were together my or your or our life/ lives would trail completely different paths. They could be dramatic, boring or even terrifying onto our professional life.
I must say the way it is sounds better than the other. How would I tell my friends about us?
Nop this is fine the way it is. Let time take care of the rest. As the song says "soon I'll grow up and I wont even flinch at your name"!
And we may be friends afterall!